Pale Moon

The Pale Moon first rose
Long ago when the fields were wild
It’s light shown upon wild things
When the land was feral

Only animals roamed the land
No sound of humans

Then came the natives
Wanders from distant lands
Seeking out a new home

After came the explorers
Seeking the hidden treasures
Seeking the passage west
Seeking the edge of the map

Then time marched passed
Buildings sprung up
And wars were fought
Between men, between nature

The woods gave way to industry
Men slaved away to gain food for family
The land was tamed
And homes were built

The Pale Moon still rises
Over the lands it beheld in its youth
The lands have changed
The people warred and loved

Still the people live and learn
Still the people fight and love
Still the Pale Moon rises
And remembers all that has past

Fall

The smell of burn barrels in the morning air
The gentle breeze caressing skin
The crunch of leaves beneath your feet
The fresh smell that hangs in the air
The morning chill that thrills you
These are the things that I enjoy

The smell of pine or birch
Curled up with a book in hand
Watching the flocks of birds fly overhead
Enjoying a late night campfire
Hearing the nightly creatures
Or watching the stars wheel about
That is what I remember most

This is the season I most enjoy
Strolling in light clothes
Enjoying the day at hand
Without fear of heat or bug
Nor trudging through rain or snow
This is what I remember most
This is what I miss most

Friday Thoughts: Ancient History

Greetings one, greetings all.

Forgive the ramble. When I am writing this, it is late and I had a long day.

Lately, history seems to be coming back in the spotlight. On one hand, you have groups of people fighting over whether a Confederate statue coming down changes history or corrects it. On the other side of the world, you have North Korea who is firing missiles at neighbors. Nuclear missiles. Then much closer to home you have groups of people who 1) Never witnessed 9-11. And/or 2) Believe that it was a setup by our own government.

The best part is the mob mentality that is in high gear on social media.

Oh, you state an opinion that conflicts with their opinion? Boom, attacks on the individual and insults run free and wild. And of course, they are innocent and what not.

Or maybe that is just me going from one social media page to the next.

But that did get me to thinking: how much are we changing history?

Is removing a statue going to make people forget it? That it will no longer honor a system of slavery? What do we lose if we stop talking about the Holocaust? Or the known facts of 9-11? Will that make a difference? I remember what I was doing on 9-11. I was sitting in front of the TV playing with Legos. Yellow thin ones were in my hands when I looked up and saw the two buildings with smoke pouring out of their sides. Of people jumping. I remember the camera capturing the first one to fall. Then the second one. Hearing about the Pentagon and Pennsylvania. I remember the shock and fear on my mother’s face. Watching our military force repaint their vehicles from the forest green to the desert brown.

But there are generations that did not witness 9-11.

They don’t remember a time when we were not in the East. Or that our military hardware was painted dark green, not light brown. Or that bombs exploding in industrial countries were unheard of.

To them, this is the norm. Everything my generation grew up with is in the past. History. A bit sobering to think that your childhood memories of watching old cartoons are weird and outdated. Makes me want to go to my parents and apologize for making fun of their childhood shows.

And have them wonder what in the world is dial up. Or that at one point in time, mailing a letter was the fastest a text message could go. Or that you couldn’t talk to someone six time zones away on your cell phone. If we wanted to do that, we better have sixty dollars worth of quarters, no one else waiting to use the booth, and a real friendly telephone operator.

If you know what I’m talking about, smile. If you don’t, then you are illustrating a point of mine: lost history.

How much of history have we lost simply because no one is teaching the whole of it? We know the Christians Knights of the Middle Age marched off on crusades and invaded lands. But how many people know that it was in response to the Muslim Moors invading from the East? Let’s try something closer. Japanese internment at the beginning of World War II. That was not the best move but it was understandable. Why? Because the government of that time just got surprised attacked by Japan. They feared a Fifth Column, their own citizens rebelling and aiding the enemy. A fear that Germany came close to making true except one of their recruits came to our side. Yes, I like military history.

We remember history to learn from our past, both the failures and the success. But if we forget the circumstances of that time, the information available only then, then we lose part of our history. No. History isn’t always fun or pleasant. But we can’t hide away the parts we don’t like. Or change the parts that hurt. We, as a civilization, must face the past and learn from it in its entirety if we want to stop repeating mistakes.

Which brings me back around to social media. If a photo with some words pops up. Doubt it. Check it. Demand sources. Check for yourself. And if you find your assumption to be wrong. Either keep digging or accept that you are wrong. Don’t let others do your thinking for you or you’ll become a puppet.

Thank you for reading my rambles!

Friday Thoughts: Memorial Day

Memorial Day has finally arrived! With it the thoughts of discounts abound. With Christmas coming up, this is the time for those big, expensive gifts. Even I will be taking advantage of the sales.

But that is not Memorial Day.

As someone once pointed out to me, this day is not a day of celebration but of remembrance.

Men and women have spent their lives serving and protecting us.

Whether they gave their life in a single moment or spent decades, they have made sacrifices. They have marched through miles of sand while their son or daughter celebrated their third birthday without them. They have faced ambushes, snipers, and roadside bombs in distant lands. Not knowing if they will see the next sunrise.

On the home front, who have husbands and wives who hear the news and their painful words. Hear the reports of conflicts where their spouse is deployed. Dreading to see a man in uniform knocking on their door.

Think of the daughter who will never have her daddy walk her down the aisle. Or the son who will never be able to introduce their own child to “grandpa”.

Think of the father who waited months to see his new born girl. Or the mother hoping to get leave so she can see her son walk at graduation.

So this weekend, get your shopping down ahead of time. Take advantage of the deals.

But on Memorial Day, stop and remember those who stand as a living wall, a living shield, to defend us.

Stories

As I am sitting here with my feet aching from a long day of unloading a trailer-tractor / semi truck for work, I wonder what to post. At the same time, I am also watching Star Trek: Voyager.

My mind drifted away and I thought about all the stories I have read and watched. Some I remember seeing while others I can recall with clarity every single scene in the story.

This got me thinking: why do some stories stay with us while others wither away and become a forgotten little bit of information on some dusty shelf in your mind? Is it popular demand?

I would have to say no to popular demand simply because popular demand can change as fast as you can change the television channel. Plus, you really can’t compare Harry Potter to the Hunger Games with The Box Car Children as the standard of comparison.

I can also promise you that it isn’t because the book was written by a classical author. I say this because the Odyssey and Beowulf appear as foggy thoughts of men dying, monsters living, and avoiding fate. Great works of literature they may be but they did little to capture my imagination. Instead, Lord of the Rings fueled my mind and actually is responsible for my desire to create an original work.

Then could it be said that stories created from imagination is the reason why some stay with us while others do not?

Again the answer is no. While many days were spent tucked away in a world of imagination, the ones that really opened my mind and broaden my concept of war and the world are two autobiographies of World War Two tank commanders. One is of an American serving in the European Theatre of operations. The other is of a German serving on the Western Front.

So what is the key ingredient?

The key ingredient is you.

Did you learn something about yourself? Did you feel for the characters because you relate to them? Did they inspire you or did you become terrified of their deeds? Did you become emotionally when you read about loyal Sam being dismissed from Frodo’s side? Or did you become disgusted with pink-fluff-ball Umbridge?

At least that is what I believe. The stories that stay with us forever are the ones where we have become invested in them.

Life and Wonder

hand reaching for the sky

 

Look to the sky all you people
Look to the world above all you sleepers

Wake now—and see the wonder
Wake now—and hear the music

The world is alive with magic
The world is shrouded with mystery

Wake all you sleepers
You toil and toil
With head cast down

You never take the time
To look at the world
And find what is worth living

Look and see the world before you
Look and see the beauty of life

Up now, up! Dance again as a child
Up now, up! Live again with wonder

The Room

I remember
I remember the first time I saw you

You were young
It was your first year here
I was empty, void of life
An empty shell

You carried your books
Your clothes, your furniture
Wide-eyed and hopeful
Looking forward to the future

I watched over you
During your long nights
Of homework and sleep-overs
Your struggles and your peace

I watched you mature
I watch you during your heartbreaks
I watch you during your success
I cried for you, I cheered for you

Two years has past
You have dozens of souvenirs

Your choice of clothes and colors have changed
You are growing your hair out
You’re wiser now
You are growing up

Your classes have become harder
You’ve switched your major twice
But now you are happy
You found someone special

Exams and projects are piling up
You started drinking coffee
And now you have a job on campus
You may be tired but you are happy

You’ve covered my walls
In photos, notes, and papers
My floor has been deep cleaned twice
And you’ve locked yourself out three times

Now you groan because of a fire drill
You throw your clothes on
And grumble about hair dryers
I watch you leave with a happy chuckle

It is finished
Your last year here is over

Congratulations, you are engaged
You cannot stop grinning
A graduation gown stands in the corner
Projects sit completed

Your room now consists of two colors
Your conversations are deep and thoughtful
Your hair is cut short
And you have a real job

You slowly pack your bags
Saying goodbye to close friends
Realizing some of them you will never see again
Parents come in excited and sad

Slowly, bit by bit
Your belongings are carried away from me
There is a sadness and fondness in your eyes
You reminiscent with friends
Of the times you spent with me

I weep silently
For I will never be able to shelter you again

My body stands empty once more
No sign of life or anyone being here before
A layer of dust settles on my bare bones
I sigh in thoughtfulness

I look back and remember
Your silent cries out in desperation
Your cheers of joy at success
I wonder where you are now

I wonder if you remember me

A Living Legend

A Living Legend

 

He had old and blotchy skin

He had pale and milky eyes

He had bent broad shoulders

He had suspenders on his pants

 

He walked alone

He walked with a shuffle

He had hearing aids

He was old

 

He didn’t sing

He didn’t dance

He didn’t play sports

He didn’t star in movies

 

He fought with a rifle

He fought with the enemy

He fought to keep us safe

He fought to keep us free

 

I shook hands with a hero

I shook hands with a legend

I shook hands with a real man

I shook hands with a soldier.

 

October 30, 2012

 

Note: I passed a soldier who served during World War Two and Korea war today in Wal-Mart. It is in his and other service men and women to whom this is dedicated. Hoorah soldier.

9/11

Dear Reader,

I was trying to write a poem to capture what I was feeling when I heard about the destruction wrought down upon New York and the Pentagon. Then I was going to tell how the nation was responding to the attack by the terrorists. But I could not think of the words to say it. So instead, I will write about what I was doing at the time of the attack.

I was sitting in front of my family television playing with my Lego blocks. I was ignoring the television because nothing interesting was going on. Then I notice that the news had broken through the normal programming and was playing recordings made from the attacks. I remember seeing two smoking buildings. They were grey and stood out against the horizon. At the time I didn’t realize what they were or what they symbolized. I remember my mother coming into the room with tears in her eyes.

I think that’s when I realized that something was wrong. Through out the day I remember seeing clips after clips of the plans crashing into it all day long and about how the civilians of Flight 93 fought control over the craft. I was eleven at the time of the attack and I remember growing up a little that day.

After that, the War began. I remember the sides bickering back and forth about the pros and cons of the War. I remember how one side would tear apart the other side’s choices and the later returned the favor to the former. Then the whole business about whether or not a Mosque was being built on/near Ground Zero.

Now a decade has past and our thoughts are turning back to that Time.

My school had a memorial service a few days ago in honor of all First Responders and to remember those who killed. Since that service, I have been thinking about my friends and their relatives who are part of the military or emergency forces of America and how often they put their lives on the line to protect us. And how little we seem to care for them. All I seem to hear on the various media outlets is how obnoxious they can be or the ‘scandals’ some are caught in. We never seem to truly appreciate how many made great sacrifices to give us the right to treat them with disrespect.

So today go and say thank you to one who has committed his or her life to a life of service in your defense. Remember also today those who killed this day ten years ago.

– Poetria